Freeing myself of everything and everyone. I think I got this.
Because you accept them.
I hate myself for it.
I’m sitting on my couch with the lights off. Not doing anything at all. Just waiting. All the insecurity and doubt is slowly creeping back up on me. Even stronger than before. I’m tired. I’m so so sooo tired. Not physically but mentally. I hate feeling like this. It literally makes me sick. No fucking appetite at all today.
I guess there are a lot of things I just don’t/won’t understand. I know that I never will. I know that I’ll never get what I want. I know that I’ll probably end up how I always expected.
Maybe I need to be alone for a while.
Hello. I’m depressed and I hate you all.